HELP

confronting the reality of a hard faced contemporary Economy, one without a moral underpinning on paper or in person; watching a fascist pantomime break the fourth wall to poison a passive, mocking people confident that they can laugh it off; a growing sense of bewilderment and detachment from any personal purpose within the working framework I am at the center of; daily realisations as to the extent to which our ideological infrastructure is crumbling; an awareness that History is asserting itself at a critical epoch beyond my control whilst simultaneously experiencing the distinct lack of a personal guiding narrative; creative deflation and the surrounding onset of post-apocalyptic obsession; a growing sense of mutual disparity in every instance of human contact; a lack of sanctity or cohesion in culture, music and art; the onset of fear... (!) these are the anxieties that dog me this evening. HELP.